Today is the day I have reached the valley. I have put so much in yesterday's sessions and I am feeling worn out today. I reduce a session today and I think that my body appreciated the consideration. It still cries when I went to 6:30 session. Shelly was teaching, intermediate and advanced. I don't think that my body likes that idea. It did cry and I am almost in tears in the class. I am a bit surprised the fact that I would like to cry. What am I? A baby?! Yes, I was. I also miss Daryl. Well, in short, I am whinny today (only to myself though). You see, body and mind are two different things. I totally experience it today. My mind keeps pushing and my body says when is enough. I have to be the mediator, let my body cry a bit, let my mind be happy that I still go and I still try. Here are the 3 in 1 - my body, my mind and me. Now body and mind are pretty easy to figure out, but who is "me"? Quite odd. Now 3 of us sitting together listening to the Beatles and blogging. We are somewhat in harmony right now. "It has been a hard day's night." Is that what I am hearing the Beatles singing? They sure understand me. It's all good now.
I was chatting with the girls at front desk afterwards and I summarized 3 teachers' energy. Christine totally energize me, Sjanne empower me so I tried so hard that I would be totally exhausted in the end, Shelly brings me new findings. Don't get me wrong, they all energize, empower and challenge me, but they do impress me with their distinctive qualities. Very good teachers!
Sitting in my Zen room reaching my euphoria, I did not think that I will get here today. Here I am:-)
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